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October 24 How we met !! Rodrigo and IWe meet this summer…..I knew he was the one since the moment we cross words. I had gain so much weight since the death of my father that I want a new change in my life. So talking to one of my friend (Zelina) she told me, why not join the gym. So I had spotted one around the corner from church. My sister and my friend Belen joined the gym with me. This happen in April of 2007, I started the gym, like always I started making friends at the gym. I meet a guy name Rudy and from there on I meet Jorge Alfaro. Mr. Jorge is the brother of my faïence. One Saturday morning Mr. Jorge call me to have lunch , I said yes, But he had his brother with him, I said that was fine. From that lunch I meet my prince . You just do not know when your life is going to change you. Well from that lunch we exchanged Phone number and a week later we went on a date. Since then we have been together , we fell in love with each other. Are love has not been thru many things but the most important thing in life is that we love each other and nothing else matter more. Yes we have had ups and down but at the end of the day we are happy we found each other. I just can not believe it…..How God can be . After so many crying I have found my happiness in life he make me complete . I Love you MI AMOR…… August 23 Summer 2007Summer 2007  I have not done alot I have been during some traveling around the state, shopping around town,swinning, and of course seeing movies.They just make you belive about summer love. I have started to do some scrapbook thats fun but i really do not know how to strated moving forward with so many memories. I have to stop in the middle cause I start crying and then stop and then i go again. I guess it is my therpy for the summer.I went to the beach, san antoino, austin, but hey the summer is not over yet. I still have other places to go during the next months. I have done some cleaning @ the house , I add a new table to my new room. I love it I bought it @ target .I have to take new pictures of the new place I live in. I just love my new place it is small but it is my. The way I see it #271I was sitting at Starbucks, with my friend Belen on Wednesday 22, 2007. I guess it was about 7:30 pm we had came back from reynosa. We order some hot choclate and bought some cookies. Their it was on my cup "The way I see IT#271" The law, for all its failings , has noble goal-to make the little bit of life that people can actually control more just. We can't end diease or natural disasters, but we can devise rules for our dealings with one another that fairly weigh the rights and needs of everyone, and which, therefore, reflect our best vision of ourselves. --Scott Turow Author of Presumed Innocent and Limitations. There it was on the cup ready to be readed my me. It made since to me. Life, natural, at the end it all comes down to God. March 22 ME @ 29A day after my birthday, I am 29, wow I still have all year to have fun before I turn 30. I feel I am at the best age ever......I am free and in love with life. I have realized why things have happen to me and not be sad why they had to happen to me. Dad I know you are not here with me any more, but guess what I have turn into a beautiful woman. I just wish you were here to celebrate this new part of my life. I now you are still with me and will always be next to me but I Miss YOU DAD!!! My Sis and I have become more sis & friends, it has been very hard but we are learning to love each other ideas. We still have a long way but at less we are trying this time. Mi mother is just other story........That I am working on, she maybe realize I was meant to be who I am now in life. LIFE...LIFE....LIVES, WITH ALL YOUR HEART.......... October 13 Very Best!"LIVE SO THAT AT THE END OF EACH DAY,YOU CAN SAY,'I DID MY VERY BEST'"
"Excellence is the best deterent to racism," he said "Therefore, be excellent." , If you want to be successful, be excellent." If you want the best the world has to offer, offer the world the best."Excellence is my intention. To be excellent in giving. In graciosness. In effort. In Struggle and in strife. For me being excellent means always doing my personal best. always do your best. I know for sure that this the most fulfilling path to personal freedom. It does not matter, Always give your best in every circumstance so that you have no reason to judgr yourself and create guilt and shame. Live so that the end of each day, you can say."I did my very best." That's what it means to excel at the great game of living your best life. September 01 Life???YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE-BUT IF YOU WORK IT RIGHT, ONCE IS ENOUGH. - Joe E. Lewis (comedian)
June 14 Dadies GirlIn some Days from now it is going to be father's day. Well many of you know my father past away in Dec. 2004. this year it is going to me second year with out my father.And yes it has been very hard. Every time there is a special day to celebrate I realize he is not here. He taught me how to live life and have fun.I am very scared that I am going to forget him, or just the way he would get a glass of milk with a sandwich for dinner. i hope I never forget the small things he use to do and admire the big things he did in life. Thinking of the time we've spent together , the talks we've had, the moments we have spare. Thinking of how nice it is to have you in my life. I am very happy you were there in my life to help me walk towards the right way to the right road. I miss you every time I go home and no one is at home, that when i call your name and wish you were here to ask me about my day at work.It hurt me so much to realize you do not answer me back and there is just a echo.That your vioice is not there any more. I promise you that i will never forget you no matter how bussy my world is. You are in heart for ever and will always be there...........cause little girls love their daddies even after they've grow up and become womens in life. May 18 A-L-W-A-Y-S (luis)L-O-V-E
Why is so hard to find one?
And when u do......Why is so hard to be with it?
Of all the pople I loved. All the people I've known you were there- ALWAYS
But why are we so apart? Why is this distance between us? Will we ever be together?
Time will say but in my heart, in my soul I dream about it,
Every night , every dream and I know that even being apart
You are my love, my reason My everything (UNKNOWN) March 21 Birthday 28thToday I wake up with one more year on my shoulder. I am happy I turn 28th this year.THis year has been the best birthday ever. Thank to my best freind JLA, thank to him my birthay day has been one of the best ones in a long time. He went out of his way to make this a very special day for me.He give me flowers (tulips,white), bunny rabbit.Thanks to him the day seem better than any other birthday in a long time. Thank you JLA. ILY for that and many other thing. February 22 Smile "Always remember to be happy because you never know who's falling in love with your sime" My smile , is one thing I love about my self. I have got many comments about it. I guess I have always smile no matter what is going on around me. A simle is worth many things, a smile can open a door to you, a smile can give you that love you have been looking for . You just have to learn to smile more in life. But smile with a great smile not just from the inside out smile from inside your self. Show more your teeth and hold your head up and just smile with all your heart. February 08 LOve is CVMi Amor: (Tu Amor) Your love uplifts and feeds my soul. You are my reason. You are a blessing in my life. Your support and assurance is what keeps me going. Through it all, you are always there, waiting patiently by to hold me up and give me a little push when i need it. If only everyone had someone like you in their lives, what a better world it would be. Knowing that you are behind me gives me the courage to take on anything I wish. I hope you will always be at my side, believing in me, because if you are my life will truly be glorious. Are love is unconditioal acceptance and loyalty. I will love you always.Whatever mistakes you and I will make, we shall make them together, and so shall we learn from them togther. As the years pass, we surely will have throught these trials, I shall be there to shine a warm and steady light on your path, never wavering. No matter if time takes away your youthful glow and strength: no matter if time removes memories of happy times spent together. I will be there, and I will remain until the last breath. No matter what time does to our bodies and our minds, it cannot erase the permanence of this love of ours. I Love you and Yours Forever Irania My HeartTis Better To Have Loved And Lost, Than To Never Have Loved At All. Alfred Lord Tennyson Sometimes when we find Love, We lose it. And we wonder why we chased it at all. Then after old too wonderful an experience in life to be missed. So we try again and again . And hope to find that all-consuming thing that is love and attempt not to hold too tightly. We try to learn from lost loves so that we may have the chance to live in the embrace of glorius love once more. "Who so loves believes the impossible. Elizabeth Browning" January 11 New Resolutions for 2005And now let us welcome the NewYear. Full of things that have been.
My New Year Resolutions
1.This is the year I am going to learn to but God frist and forever in my life.
2. Live life to the best.
3. Love with all your heart And if I get hurt will at least you loven again in life.
4.Fall head over heels for someone.( AH, the butterflies in your stomack,the photo next to your bed so you can fall sleep.Life officially intensifies when you discover you're capable of caring so much for someone. It's a moment that ofthen gains coedic value with time...because isn't that guy. like still living with the parents.
5. Leave my own Backyard and State (during the summer)
6. End the year without debit (Plan my own finances at my own pace- without relying on my parents, or Prince Charm to do it for me.)
7. Find a cause I belive in ( And tell the world about it. )
8. Smile and Laugh more and more.
9. Do not worried about the small stuff in life.
10. Do not cry about the past and what could have been. You just can not changed any thing any more, what is done is done.
This are my guidlines for this year, last year was so hard that I ever thought I was going to make it , but I have had worst monents in life that I just got up and move on.
I Promise to do the best I can and why not go to church a little more. December 27 After ChristmasI think this year christmas was a little better than last year. Yes it was still hard but this time I had peace in my soul and mind. You see last year I had just lost my father some days before christmas and i had not really realize what had happen . But this christmas was the frist and it was hard. We had a potluck with family and friends at my house and that help me go through the day better. It was hard cause there was always a gift for my father under the tree but not this time. He would make us wait until Christmas moring to open up the present and see the parde in the TV. That I miss so much. The breakfast in the moring after we had open are presents. Just reading the newspaper and talking about it. This year we wake up late and did not eat breakfast and did not have family over in the morning. Instead we eat breakfast like 1:30 pm and just open up are presents in a flash with out even sitting down. I guess we did not even wanted to think about. Nobody cried but instead we talk about it and remember about the members.Things between my sister and mother are better than before. We have learn that we only have each other. After all this christmas was a good one and I had fun. December 21 Celebrate your life Vansesa(Your Sorrow shall be turned into joy. John 16:20 ) Yesterday we celebrate a life ,of a loved one that is not with us anymore. My cousin parents had a get together to celebrate in honer of thier daughter Vansesa Salas. She passed away Feb. 2005. I aminder their strength. Their is still a saddest in their heart but they knew that Vansesa loved to celebrate life. I can still hear her laughter in their home. I can not belive that she was going to be the one to teach us how to be closer and love each other more. Vansesa there is so many memories in are lives that we shared., of very good years we live togother. You reminder me of me when I was younger in life. That happiest, your laughter, and that just, who cares!! Thank you very much for beening thier when my father passed away. That was one of the last monents I saw you. There where not to many words but there was a very long hug and just beening there meant more than any other words. I am never going to forget what you did . It is true that when the wrost monents in your life there is always some one there for you. That one was you and your family. You and your family took food to my house when I was the most hugnry. For that I am always going to be thankful. Love you and miss you very much Irania December 20 Dad, I now understandThere are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept, things we don't want to know but have to learn, and people we can't live without but have to let go. Dad I miss so much and I hope I never forget the little thing you use to do. i now you are better off where you are now but this daughter of yours wish one more day but I now there is a heaven waitting for us to be together for ever. I promise to do my best to be there.I Love you and I miss the little thing that would brother me. But I was very luck that I had you in my life and that you choose me to be your oldest daughter. When people ask about my father oh my God I have so many story to talk about for hours. That is one very luck thing I have in my life. I am always going to be grateful about this. You were there and stick around in my life until the last day of your life. I love you and miss so much. irania A Gift of Comfort for the HolidaysWalk tenderly though the coming days. Guard your heart and mind with peace from above. In the rush of the holiday spirit, find some timefor yourself....simply to be who you are as you cope with the present.Seek the beauty of Christmas that comes from within-a gentle smile, a heartfelt embrace, a gracious word of goodwill. Find a quiet corner to recall the past, and don't be afraid of the memories of those you have loved and lost. December 13 the christmas treeMy Mom and I set up the christmas tree yesterday afternoon. There were moments I could not stop thinking about my father. I know he would had love to see that we still set up the tree every year.
Maybe that was one of the last things we did together last last year. I am very thankful he thought me how to celebrate christmas. This year I use a very different color and I think it looks vey nice. I know many of us do not have the christmas spint but I really feel that by not celebrate this season thing would be very hard. So do all the best you can do to be in the chrstmas spint. Just do it in the memory of are love one that are not here this year to see the christmas tree at home this year. Irania October 24 fristFor the frist time I am learning all this new stuff we can do on the computer & internet. WOW!  |
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